Unfathomable melancholy
2 min readNov 7, 2020

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Starry-eyed dreamer…

Gazing at the clear sky and wondering whether it was a good decision. Well! I am someone who is always confused. I weigh everything before making a decision and it leaves me more puzzled. It is really hard for me to even imagine how some people are so confident and firm in taking their decisions. Isn’t it hard to make decisions ? And whatever decision I make , I end up regretting it. It seems right in the initial stage, but in the long run I just feel stupid. And in the process I not only hurt myself, but others involved with me. Does this happen with all the Geminis out there ? Or is it just my individual’s characteristic.

Still, my wrong decisions don’t stop me from dreaming and chasing new opportunities. It is funny that I make wrong choices and proudly move forward for making new ones. Dreams never subside. Even when I’ am extremely disappointed in myself, I start new ventures. Maybe this is some good characteristic in Geminis. We never lose hope. Each day we pull up our socks and run for new mistakes. And the past memories linger on. Sometimes bitter and sometimes you just want to go back and correct all those mistakes. But, baby girl the time never stops. For how long are you going to stay in that black hole. For Geminis, not long. I will come back with more energy and joy.

I will write a new story and by now, I know that mistakes and regrets can’t stop me from dreaming again. I will manifest new outcomes and this time I will learn some new lessons but I am never going to STOP!

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Unfathomable melancholy
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I am still finding myself. My place- where the mind is without fear.